Yesterday was a sad day :( 

Now only i know..

I'll never have my freedom.. 

NEVER !

Even im 19 now.. next year its going to be 20 :( 

Dont control anymore can or not ? 

Give me a little bit freedom can or not.. 

I dun have a BF ! 

So dont suspect me when i come home late.. 

I really go for revision.. 

I didnt go anywhere to wet also..

Its not even pass 10pm :( 

I've been a good girl all this time.. 

What do you want more from me ? 

Good results ? 

Good attitude ? 

Maybe i still havent figured out what to study yet.. 

But doesnt mean that i dont want to study.. 

Dont always tell me : 

We've already feel fed up with u.. 

We dont want other sister to follow ur steps..

Excuse me.. I just didnt get A's for my exam.. 

I didnt done anything wrong.. 

Except for my lazy attitude.. 

So, Can u be more understanding ?

Did u really think about what i want ? 

 Did u ever plan for my studies ? 

Dont always tell me bla bla bla 's son or daughter got how many A's.. 

Bla bla bla's son or daughter is going to become a doctor.. 

You all never plan for my studies.. 

Then u just come show off with other ppl's son or daughter.. 

Blaming me never plan my study for myself.. 

Enough la.. 

Everytime also like this.. 

Peaple already look down at u la.. 

Can u hardworking abit onot :( 

Please dont push me somemore d.. 

Or else i'll burst like a balloon.. 

TRUST me 

I WILL 

:(