Unlucky day =((

went to my fren's home birthday party today, 
and my car is having some parking issue.. 
n i feel kinda sorry to my fren coz its her birthday but some ppl come and interrupt in the middle so.. yea... *sighhhhhh 
and, argue again lalalalala.. 
my emo problem, yea i know.. 
haihhhhhhhhhhhh 
i just feel like wan to cry again -.- 
its like so depressed but nobody can let me share what im feeling..... 
sorry byy, i promise i wont do that again =) 


by the way, changed my blogger templete, is it ok? is it too simple? 
well its pinky pinky and with ribbon <3 
i personally thinks its too plain but nvm lar me likey the ribbon lol :P 

不想。

到现在

还不懂自己要什么

 听说成绩要出了，

做好心理准备吧，

无论什么成绩都不可以哭，

不可以后悔，

自己拿来的，

要接受

我喜欢钢琴，

却很抗拒练琴，

在放弃自己吗?

不在自己能力范围以内的东西

想都不要想

不然辛苦的是自己。

如果当初勇敢去闯，

今天还要这样烦吗?

nothing special

somebody stop me.. 

stop looking at her pictures pleaseeeeeee :(

shes pretty.. i tink.. but im also not tht ugly rite? my god im siao edi.. 

slap me slap me ..

stupiak router spoilt edi, cnt on9 for 3 day liao :(

now oni got 1 pc can on9 :( 

really stupiak one -3-

my hair is stil that flat :(

pimple is stil that much :( 

this post is no point at all

hahahahahaahahha

actually i just dont lik to see her face.. but its just my shitty feelings geh fault.. 

always like to simply tink haha XD 

*PIGGY wake up lar im waiting for uuuuuuu !! TT

Shity thingy.

read read xia ithcy hand wanna blog,

i noe i noe today i blog twice.. 

but it doesnt matters right, cause i dont blog for others,

i blog for myself , and you of course.

well,

im reading economy just now.. 

SURPRISE leh.. phang yen xin is holding notes and reading -.-

but mum and daddy is scolding just now.. 

so damn noisy..

if i still survive means im really geng d -.-

sis ask me to keep skin when i said im considering wanna buy iphone or htc.. 

and said dad is not going to buy for me sumore say its for sure one.. 

ahemmm.. 

i just wanna say,

i never mention i want to buy it using dad's money.

i just want to ask about ur opinion,

i dont understand.. why cant u just say something more supportive.. 

and the main point is im just considering only, not 100% going to buy..

i know im a useless sister to you all,

i know nothing about computer.. 

when problems come, dad will only call ur name but not mine.. 

when i try my best to help, dad will still call ur name in the end..

imma shity sister.. 

so what ? 

if im so good in everything, im not your sister that time d,

im edi a superwoman -.- yesh i noe its not funny and its so lame. 

ulalala..

stop dreaming lar phang yen xin.

u edi look so noob and u stil behave like noob every day,

even your own sister is looking down at you.

Sis,

Thou you didnt say, but i just can feel it.

U dont know i feel the pressure everyday,

i just prettend nothing and act like stupid smiling happily with you all,

i dont want to make myself more pressure,

one thing im good at is escape from problems, 

yes, like a tortoise hiding its head inside it's shell.

okay i should stop all this shity thing here.. 

im so negative recently.. 

i dont like to speak.

i dont like to go out.. 

whats wrong harrr ? 

STOP EMO STOP NEGATIVE! 

aiks,

im hesitating whether wanna post this onot,, 

nvm lar since i've wrote it. 

:) 

sorry sis if you accidently read this and it makes u not happy.. 

im just writting my feelings here.. 

no offence yea 

;)