Shity thingy.

read read xia ithcy hand wanna blog,

i noe i noe today i blog twice.. 

but it doesnt matters right, cause i dont blog for others,

i blog for myself , and you of course.

well,

im reading economy just now.. 

SURPRISE leh.. phang yen xin is holding notes and reading -.-

but mum and daddy is scolding just now.. 

so damn noisy..

if i still survive means im really geng d -.-

sis ask me to keep skin when i said im considering wanna buy iphone or htc.. 

and said dad is not going to buy for me sumore say its for sure one.. 

ahemmm.. 

i just wanna say,

i never mention i want to buy it using dad's money.

i just want to ask about ur opinion,

i dont understand.. why cant u just say something more supportive.. 

and the main point is im just considering only, not 100% going to buy..

i know im a useless sister to you all,

i know nothing about computer.. 

when problems come, dad will only call ur name but not mine.. 

when i try my best to help, dad will still call ur name in the end..

imma shity sister.. 

so what ? 

if im so good in everything, im not your sister that time d,

im edi a superwoman -.- yesh i noe its not funny and its so lame. 

ulalala..

stop dreaming lar phang yen xin.

u edi look so noob and u stil behave like noob every day,

even your own sister is looking down at you.

Sis,

Thou you didnt say, but i just can feel it.

U dont know i feel the pressure everyday,

i just prettend nothing and act like stupid smiling happily with you all,

i dont want to make myself more pressure,

one thing im good at is escape from problems, 

yes, like a tortoise hiding its head inside it's shell.

okay i should stop all this shity thing here.. 

im so negative recently.. 

i dont like to speak.

i dont like to go out.. 

whats wrong harrr ? 

STOP EMO STOP NEGATIVE! 

aiks,

im hesitating whether wanna post this onot,, 

nvm lar since i've wrote it. 

:) 

sorry sis if you accidently read this and it makes u not happy.. 

im just writting my feelings here.. 

no offence yea 

;)