Yesterday something HAPPEND !!! 

OMG !! 

I still cant believe it until today ><

AWW~~~

Heart Chiuu~ 

I wiped all the past  yesterday, 

so that new memories with u can be filled in.. 

Cheerish the time with you..

Dont make me feel regret plz..

<3

 

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I Pray for this love to be true.. 

Babae I dont wanna lost it now.. 

Yesterday was a sad day :( 

Now only i know..

I'll never have my freedom.. 

NEVER !

Even im 19 now.. next year its going to be 20 :( 

Dont control anymore can or not ? 

Give me a little bit freedom can or not.. 

I dun have a BF ! 

So dont suspect me when i come home late.. 

I really go for revision.. 

I didnt go anywhere to wet also..

Its not even pass 10pm :( 

I've been a good girl all this time.. 

What do you want more from me ? 

Good results ? 

Good attitude ? 

Maybe i still havent figured out what to study yet.. 

But doesnt mean that i dont want to study.. 

Dont always tell me : 

We've already feel fed up with u.. 

We dont want other sister to follow ur steps..

Excuse me.. I just didnt get A's for my exam.. 

I didnt done anything wrong.. 

Except for my lazy attitude.. 

So, Can u be more understanding ?

Did u really think about what i want ? 

 Did u ever plan for my studies ? 

Dont always tell me bla bla bla 's son or daughter got how many A's.. 

Bla bla bla's son or daughter is going to become a doctor.. 

You all never plan for my studies.. 

Then u just come show off with other ppl's son or daughter.. 

Blaming me never plan my study for myself.. 

Enough la.. 

Everytime also like this.. 

Peaple already look down at u la.. 

Can u hardworking abit onot :( 

Please dont push me somemore d.. 

Or else i'll burst like a balloon.. 

TRUST me 

I WILL 

:(

Its all OVER.

and 

Im the one who END it. 

You treat me well. 

But i cant see future between us. 

IM SORRY. 

I LEFT, with no regret. 

Pray for a better life. 

For you and me 

All the best to you in the future. 

: )

ARGGGG! 
YOU !!!!

Stupid Idiot Selfish Arrogant person ! 

If you think that you are so great .. 

go and teach that brother la.. 

Dont just sit there and command me what to do ! 

Dont forget you are only my sister . 

Dont think that i dont know anything .

I hate you ! Hundreds Thousands Millions Billions of HATE .. 

You better behave before you told me what to do ! 

Sister ! 

看开点。看开点。
你要发神经是你的事
我无所谓

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I hate distance :( 

Apparently, 

Everything around me is bonded with distance.. 

No matter friends, family and so on.. 

I miss you friends. 

I wish i was staying somewhere near you all.. 

so that we can gossip and chit chat .. 

We havent meet for 1 year.. 

Im the one who always absent :( 

Forgive me ... 

Sigh ~

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Im sooooo Borink now ~~ 

My STUPID sister keep making noise beside me ! 

Our School is having prom soon, 

at Cititel Hotel at Mid Valley ~ 

Aiks , 

I dont feel like buying dress anymore. 

Save cost yea  ~  hahaha

Going to bankrup soon TT

LOL 

Boring boring boring >< 

Oh ya ,

Mid term and piano exam is coming too :( 

IM GONNA DIE 

i need more time ! 

Gambateh ba -.-

谈远距离恋爱的你须知

要开始一段远距离的爱情，必须清楚以下几点：


1。他不能无时无刻都在你的身边，你们或许一个月、三个

月，甚至半年才能见一次面。每一次见面，或许只有区区的三、四天，甚至更少。




2。当你生病的时候，不要期望他会端你温水，让你服药，因为他或许在另外一头忙得不可开交。




3。当他生病的时候，随时聆听他对你的埋怨、娇嗲，他或许会埋怨说，你不能及时在他的生病出现，虽然在你生病的时候他也一样没见踪迹。




4。当你一连发他几封短讯，他没有回复你，你开始担心他的安危，不知道他究竟在做些什么。多心的你，或许会想到他遭逢不测。越是紧张，你越怀疑自己是否能够承受得了这段感情。




5。当你的身边一直出现成天粘在一块的情侣的时候，你心里面有些妒嫉、羡慕，为什么他和你的距离竟相差那么远。




6。当你某些重要的日子，如生日、情人节，而他又不在你的身边的时候，你要懂得自己找节目。这个时候，你会发觉身边的朋友，似乎比他来得更为重要。




7。当你厌倦了远距离恋爱，你的脑子会有一刻闪出要和他分手的理由，这个时候，你要让自己的情绪平稳下来，告诉自己，这并不是什么，你可以承受得住。




8。当你发觉自己已经没有信心谈这段恋爱的时候，不要把这种感觉抑郁在心里面，坦诚地向他说明，让他知道你的多心。他爱你，自然会想尽办法消除你心里面的郁结。摆在心里面，只会让你变得越来越缺乏信心，而且还会自怨自艾。




9。他或许不能三时五刻随时和你联络，你有很多事情，他可能成为最后一个知道的人。相同的，他不想让远方的你担忧，很多事都等解决了以后才告诉你结果。不要生气他为什么不告诉你，他不想让你担忧。这是他爱的表现，你要习惯、接受、包容。




10。很多时候，听别人说：“距离不是问题。”这个是每个人都了解的道理，可是实践的是自己。你必须要有很大的决心、信心。距离是不是你们两个人真正的问题？就算你们的距离被缩小，问题依然存在吗？不要怪罪距离，适当的沟通能够化解这个障碍。静下来思考，你们的爱，是否能够经得起这个考验？








当你发现自己在生理上、心理上已经准备好这一切，请接受他，并承诺，最后不要以“遥远的距离”为你们分手的烂理由。倘若，他真的是值得你所爱的人。

 OMG.

All this are so true for me. 

Especially 5 and 7 :( 

.....

Just post this out to share it

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Its going to rain again out there. 

Please dont :'( 

I still got tuition later 

and

Im AFRAID to drive when there is storm and lightning :'( 

Rain rain go away ~ 

Come again another day .. 

 

Choco or Vanilla :)

hmmm..

here is some thing i would like to share.

有一天，一个妈妈买了两杯雪糕给他的孩子

一个巧克力口味，一个香草口味.. 

他的孩子选了很久， 两杯雪糕 都溶掉了

结果 他一杯雪糕也吃不到..

This thing makes me feel that i am so alike with the boy.

i have my own "ice cream" now.. 

but im looking forward for a better " ice-cream " ..

sigh ~

i know humans are greedy :(

They make me think about the new "ice cream" 

im curious about it :) 

Seriously, I DO interested with it.. little bit larr  XD

So..
which "ice cream" is the one i need ?
Choco ? or Vanilla ?
<3


Furthermore..

Im worried about my studies. 

i duno what courses to take. 

my mum said that, if i cant make any decisions , she will make me work after STPM. 

I DONT WANT. 

i still want to study. 

I still interested to further my studies overseas, just that i havent decide what to study. 

:( 

i dont want to be a hesitate person anymore. 

i want to be better ! 

 

CHANGE !

:)