read read xia ithcy hand wanna blog,
i noe i noe today i blog twice..
but it doesnt matters right, cause i dont blog for others,
i blog for myself , and you of course.
well,
im reading economy just now..
SURPRISE leh.. phang yen xin is holding notes and reading -.-
but mum and daddy is scolding just now..
so damn noisy..
if i still survive means im really geng d -.-
sis ask me to keep skin when i said im considering wanna buy iphone or htc..
and said dad is not going to buy for me sumore say its for sure one..
ahemmm..
i just wanna say,
i never mention i want to buy it using dad's money.
i just want to ask about ur opinion,
i dont understand.. why cant u just say something more supportive..
and the main point is im just considering only, not 100% going to buy..
i know im a useless sister to you all,
i know nothing about computer..
when problems come, dad will only call ur name but not mine..
when i try my best to help, dad will still call ur name in the end..
imma shity sister..
so what ?
if im so good in everything, im not your sister that time d,
im edi a superwoman -.- yesh i noe its not funny and its so lame.
ulalala..
stop dreaming lar phang yen xin.
u edi look so noob and u stil behave like noob every day,
even your own sister is looking down at you.
Sis,
Thou you didnt say, but i just can feel it.
U dont know i feel the pressure everyday,
i just prettend nothing and act like stupid smiling happily with you all,
i dont want to make myself more pressure,
one thing im good at is escape from problems,
yes, like a tortoise hiding its head inside it's shell.
okay i should stop all this shity thing here..
im so negative recently..
i dont like to speak.
i dont like to go out..
whats wrong harrr ?
STOP EMO STOP NEGATIVE!
aiks,
im hesitating whether wanna post this onot,,
nvm lar since i've wrote it.
:)
sorry sis if you accidently read this and it makes u not happy..
im just writting my feelings here..
no offence yea
;)