Rainy day again :'(

I should start by writing : M'sia's line sucks ! 

ewwwww ! 

In every 5 minute i think it will automatic dc..

At first im thinking nvm larr.. maybe im staying in kampung area.. 

Line not that good.. 

But it keep dc and dc and dc and dc !!! 

NON STOP ! 

Until it reach one limit i start emo d :( 

Cause its MENTALLY TORTURING me :( 

But its worth to be tortured cause i wanna chat with YOU :) 

siao d XD

That stupiak bought one new pet ! 

JENG JENG JENG ! 

its a TEDDY BEAR HAMSTER ! 

so cute lar the name XD 

It look abit like rabbit for me weh ~

at first you say wanna buy fish one lorr.. 

But then when you show me the cage im shocked..

I tot u bought a dog or what .. hahahaha ~ 

Take good care of ur new pet ar.. 

I noe u're almost expert in taking care of small animals d XD

but dont ignore porky ar.. 

if not ! ngek ngek ngek ! 

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Sorry ar.. im raining again today..

Make you worry about me..

I tried to hold my tears edi one :( 

But when u kip asking why my nose red red then i cant stand it and then rain d..

Sometimes how my family react just annoyed me.. 

and when i think of you.. i automaticly tears.. 

Hubby now only i noe.. 

I can tear so easily when i miss you so badly..

I tot i can take control of my tears but what happen this afternoon just prove that its wrong..

Thankieww Lou gong .. 

For staying up late to coax me.. 

U dont know how happy i am when i saw u still available on msn ! :D 

Aikss ~~ 

stop all these sad sad things ! XD 

teeheeheee  =目

(smiling stupiakly with my stupiak brace hahaha )

Tadaaa~ 

See !

This is the correct way how to hug porky so that it wont fall under the bed again xD 

 * Ignore my stupiak face cause i just wake up ><

Oh ya..

Im not going to cinema for piranha d :) 

PPC is lending the pirated CD from her friend ! 

So its PIRANHA time at home tonight! 

WEEEEEE ~~~ ^^ 

but if i can watch with you it would be more perfect :)

Hubby, 

as what you said,

distance will never separate us apart but in turn it strenghtens our relationship more and more..

ur my 2nd heart oso n without u i will nvr be alive ^^

Love you <3

Stupid feelings

Aikss ~ 

suddenly dont know how to start >< 

hmmmm..

Time past so fast huh.. Its already the 4th day you went there.. 

Do you feel what im feeling everyday here ? 

Do you miss me as much as i miss you ?

Yesterday i had 2 stupid and funny dream bout you.. 

and this afternoon.. 

I go and take a nap after chating with you.. 

Paiseh .. I told you i feel like wanna did some revision at first but after that i actually feel abit tired.. 

Then i took ur shirt and place beside me and sleep..

The scent on your shirt make me fall aslep d.. 

Then suddenly i tot i saw ur 背影..

I really tot that one is you leh T^T 

but actually there is no one there.. 

I really miss you :'( 

What to do what to do ? 

I think i got serious 相思病 d :(

I guess the only thing that can cure me is you..

Sorry if i write things that make you feel lor lor luen again..

But today i dont know why im feeling not happy again.. 

Maybe because of the rain.. 

Maybe because of other things..

I like rain but rainy day make me feel sad..

Dont worry i'll be fine.. 

Stay strong and be the stupiak momo as i always be..

What i need besides you now is time.. 

Hubby u really plays an important role in my life.. 

Altho we just get together for few months.. 

But thats already enough for me to prove that you are the one for me.. 

My only one

<3

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Hmmm.. 

Its 1.05am now.. 

I'll stop here.. 

Someone is choosing his new pet now.. 

Cant wait to see it tmr ! :D

Night night !

Love you~

Muackss ~

1st day n 2nd day :)

Weeee ~~ <3

Finally i can chat you d lou gong ! =D

A hang fuk afternoon i have today.. 

Its been a suffering day for me yesterday ! 

When i cant contact you, its makes me feel so terrible..

Tears keep rolling down yesterday :'(

But i feel more secured edi today..

My heart not that worried edi.. 

I can slowly adjust my feelings and accept this fact..

At least i know you are good there :) 

Actually its your msg that comfort me hubby ~ 

Now i know i can still sms you when im down :) 

Weeee ^^

I'll follow the do's and dont's ..

You too harrr ! 

XD

32 weeks only ! 

You'll be back soon i know..

Cause time flies :) 

Take GOOOOOOD care of yourself yea lou gong.. 

I'll study hard and wont let you worry about me geh.. 

Suddently feel im very annoying d pulak >< 

 * This is what happend when two stupiak ppl get together =P

Stupiakk lou gong !

I Love you :) 

Muackss ~

finally !

Finally today is the day! 

Its the first time i didnt sleep whole day ! 

Wao ! I CAN REALLY MAKE IT ACTUALLY ! XD 

Sorry for my last minute attitude.. 

cause some troublesome thingy actually..

i feel guilty altho u said its ok.. 

I'll change ><

Few more hours later hubby will be miles away from me d.. 

Lou gong ~ 

Take good care of yourself yea.. 

I wont " rain " anymore.. I promise i'll behave.. 

You too must behave yea :) 

Though i mmm seh dak you.. but i stil have to accept the fact.. 

Study hard yea ! 

Dun worry bout me i'll study hard also.. 

teehehee :目

Love you forever..

n

Miss chiuuu always~ 

<3

nothing special.

复杂的心情。

不懂 该伤心好还是开心好。

很多话 想说，

可是都卡在喉咙出不来。

 其实 

我很担心。

还有 3 天。

去? 不去？ 去？ 不去？

我可以 再搞自闭吗？ 

=X

qi xi valentine

想说，

七夕情人节快乐 ！

哈哈。

还有二十天不到，

你就要 回去了 =(

本来不要 去想的，

可是 我越不去想，时间就过得越快。

现在 开始 

会非常非常的 珍惜 和你一起的每一分，每一秒。

8 个月 不能 看到你那 可爱的样子，

真的 不容易咯，

我会很想  你的。

真的真的 会很想你。

*不是搞笑的咯 XD 

还有还有! 

其实我真的 不介意 你能不能陪我 过情人节，

我只要 你在那里 努力读书，

每天想我 一点点，

平安的回来，

那就 够了。

其实 我还想说，

牛郎织女 都能 一年不见面，

我们一定 能 比他们 更坚强的。

对不对? =)

ILY 

♥

pss : hubby u are forever mine ! XD 

_________________

Even A Thousand miles, cant keep us apart..

Because my heart is wherever you are..

Hubby~

Happy Valentines

 Muackkss ~

<3

ｈｕｒｔ

有时候 人 真的 不是铁做的，

爸爸，妈妈

你们今天对我 讲的话，

真让 我 有 万剑穿心 的 感觉。

我的心，

真得很痛。

这就是 你所谓的 很好的读书环境？

我温习，你就在背后 叫我不用读了。

我练琴，你就 开电视机 大大声。

我做什么都是 错的 ！ 

你就什么 都是对的！ 

我知道 。

我只是 一个晚辈

那又怎样？

我不能有我的 自由？ 我自己 的做法吗？

我在你们 心目中，

几时有好过？

你们总是 觉得，
我，

不够好

不够听话

不够成熟

不够自立

不够勤劳

什么 都是 妹妹好过我

那又怎样？

你有支持 过我的想法吗？

没有！ 

不是我不要和你们沟通，

而是我们根本就是　不同管道的人。

有些事情，

明明就很小事。

可是，到了你们那边　

就变成　很大件事

=(

有时候我真的不懂，

不懂怎样才叫　＿　沟通。

我不是想要怪你们 。

而是 我真得受不了了。

我受不了 你们对我的 不公平，

受不了 整天 对我 冷言冷语，

我好歹，

也是一个人。

你们再 怎样 看不起我 也好

也不可以 这样 侮辱 我。

狮子座 的人， 自尊心很强。

我知道我的野心 很大。

我要的东西 ， 我一定会 想办法 拿到。

但是，

如果，
你们  想在我身上 用 激将法的话，

省省吧！

你们不会成功的 。

妈，你叫我要

先苦后甜么？

我的人生，每天都是苦的。

那来的先苦后甜？

你们

真的 很不了解 我，

句号。

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Hubby..
I wish i can stay by your side everyday 
So that i can hug u whenever i need you.

='(

stupiakness

Weeee ~~~ 

Went to pc fair with hubby today. 

I wanna buy webcam and headset.. 

We walk from the start to the end for n-times.. 

and its relly tiring @@ 

saw many sexayy leng lois..

I heard somebody saying that,

" Hall 1 是给那些男生 提起精神 和 打开眼睛的 ! "

swtt -.- 

but what he said is true larr.. 

the show gals in hall 1 is really prettier XD 

After reach home i had a try on the webcam. 

I think i start  addicted to it d coz it can take many many stupiak picturess =D

huhu ^^ 

I show some of them here.. 

Be prepared yea ! 

Coz its reli reli stupiakkk ><

LOLS ~ 

________________

Sis and me acting ugly face XD wahahaha~

LOVESSS ~~ <3

Did you guys saw this kind of stupiak owl before ?  =P

The normal one hahaha

Lastly ~~ 

JENG JENG JENG ! 

da stupiakk me XD

* i relli look stupiak when im wearing spec !

dats all hoho~ 

relli stupiak rite XD

hubby promise me will take stupiak pic wif me d ``

HUHU im waiting yea im waiting yea !

=3

dumdum

Sigh ~~ 

That stupiak dumdum is sick again =X 

U !! 

Really made from taufu lorr.. 

Take good care of yourself ar..

Im worried , 

but 

I dont know what can i do to make you feel better.. 

Just ask you drink more water and rest more..

Aikss..

Im such a useless girl friend .. 

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STPM countdown 107 days.. 

BUT 

there is one more thing that im more concern about .. 

hubby is leaving m'sia soon.. 

I really cant imagine what will happen after that.. 

28 days more.. 

I kip telling myself not to count , not to care , just act as usual.. 

But feeling in my stupiakk heart just wont listen to my brian ..

 28 days more.. 

CHEERISH it ! 

Hubby.. 

You are my only one.. 

ILY 

<3

*Wake me up when August ends ='(

hub

 I love this song so much.. 

Specialy dedicate to You Hubby <3

没力气
总是懒洋洋地
赖着你
怀里顽皮嬉戏
是该些事情
心里又甜蜜得
不想要 不想要
睁开眼睛
我和你频率如此接近
没压力
自在作我自己
第一次感受
这种爱的决心
只想要只想要
和你一起I Wanna Be With You
爱你好幸福
想要和你建造一个
爱的小屋I Wanna Be With You
爱你好满足
享受最甜美的束缚
有你的呵护
我不再孤独

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Hubby~~ 

You ask me one question this afternoon, 

and.. 

I wanna tell you that.. 

You are perfect enough for me.. 

Really ..

I dont want to lose you.. 

I just wanna be with you.. 

Forever and ever 

 

<3