Braces

Okay, 

im so damn happy at first today.. 

The minute Dr Maria remove my brace i just feel like " thank god i dont have to wear this thing anymore ! "

hubby sumore said its my best gift at mooncake festival ! :)

i was ask to wait outside and then i tot i can go  back already,

but then they ask me to go back to dentist at 3pm, and my nightmare starts :(

doc tell me that.....

I HAVE TO WEAR RETAINER SUMORE ! 

cause she said my wisdom teeth havent grow yet, and if it grow my teeth would be bck to the original possition again =X

 

omg when she tell me this i was like WTH !!!

i feel like wanna boom that place.. 

3 years with brace is so suffering.. 

i cant eat whatever i want..

and every minute i have to scare that there is food that stuck inside my teeth.. 

bla bla bla~~~ 

tadang !

my look after not wearing brace anymore,

so in the end i stil have to wear retainer :( 

my teeth sucks.

anyway,

happy mooncake festival ! 

月亮圆，月亮圆，月亮照在我的家....

today morning i heard this song, 

and i have slight rain.. again ><

i miss you.. 

i hope u'll have a great mooncake celebration with ur fren there : )

dun eat too much mooncake ar.. 

if not u'll bcum fatty piggy when u come back d 

XD

take care yea hubby..

Shity thingy.

read read xia ithcy hand wanna blog,

i noe i noe today i blog twice.. 

but it doesnt matters right, cause i dont blog for others,

i blog for myself , and you of course.

well,

im reading economy just now.. 

SURPRISE leh.. phang yen xin is holding notes and reading -.-

but mum and daddy is scolding just now.. 

so damn noisy..

if i still survive means im really geng d -.-

sis ask me to keep skin when i said im considering wanna buy iphone or htc.. 

and said dad is not going to buy for me sumore say its for sure one.. 

ahemmm.. 

i just wanna say,

i never mention i want to buy it using dad's money.

i just want to ask about ur opinion,

i dont understand.. why cant u just say something more supportive.. 

and the main point is im just considering only, not 100% going to buy..

i know im a useless sister to you all,

i know nothing about computer.. 

when problems come, dad will only call ur name but not mine.. 

when i try my best to help, dad will still call ur name in the end..

imma shity sister.. 

so what ? 

if im so good in everything, im not your sister that time d,

im edi a superwoman -.- yesh i noe its not funny and its so lame. 

ulalala..

stop dreaming lar phang yen xin.

u edi look so noob and u stil behave like noob every day,

even your own sister is looking down at you.

Sis,

Thou you didnt say, but i just can feel it.

U dont know i feel the pressure everyday,

i just prettend nothing and act like stupid smiling happily with you all,

i dont want to make myself more pressure,

one thing im good at is escape from problems, 

yes, like a tortoise hiding its head inside it's shell.

okay i should stop all this shity thing here.. 

im so negative recently.. 

i dont like to speak.

i dont like to go out.. 

whats wrong harrr ? 

STOP EMO STOP NEGATIVE! 

aiks,

im hesitating whether wanna post this onot,, 

nvm lar since i've wrote it. 

:) 

sorry sis if you accidently read this and it makes u not happy.. 

im just writting my feelings here.. 

no offence yea 

;)

心。

啊
最近的我很宅
我不懂 为什么我就是爱坐在电脑前面等，
等到了，
又不懂要说什么。


远距离，
不容易。

头脑 少了根茎。

只是随便写写。

最近 一直看到别人 一家大小出国玩，

真羡慕 =3=

我几久没有出国了阿？ （护照在发霉 的状态  =。= ）

不过我明白的拉

以我家的情况，不可能 一家人出国玩的。

除非有一天 中了 TOTO 还是 4D。

哈哈

我很想出国 -.- 

我有野心，

可是 成绩就是不如人。

想都不要 想拉！

妈咪学校来了个临教，

大我一年，也是刚读完中六。

可是 就是没有目标，

不懂自己  要读什么。

而且 又进不了大学，

才去当临教。

想说

我不想 这样。

妈咪 还特地说 这个人 跟你很像！ 

我的天 ， 我才不要 和他一样。

现在的人 是不是 都是这样的？ 

都不知道 自己要什么？

还是 只有 我而已？ -.- 

19 岁 了咧。

不小了。

几时才要会想，

几时才会醒？

真烦阿 ！ =3= 

读书读书 

立刻跟我去 拿书来读 ！！！ 

：）

——————————

噢 对了 ！

最近 有个豆腐 又生病了。

多喝水啊 ！ 

好好照顾自己。

唉，

我又想你了

：（

C a m e r o n : )

Weeeee`` 

Im back from the sampat cameron one day trip XD 

Wake up at 5.30am and then get prepared, 

went up to car, and sleep again >< swtttt ! 

Go and have breakfast at ipoh.. i forgot wat place d.. 

and then continue our journey to Cameron.. 

hmmm.. 

Im lazy to write, so let the pichas do the talking ba : ) 

*but i didnt post all larr,sum of them stil inside my sis's hp :P 

This is the tea plantation we saw when we are on the way to teh boh factory.

Niceyyy ! I like this one : )

Me and my bro : )

Me and PPC enjoying tea at teh boh XD (macam yes ! )

Ermmm..

 im gonna say little bit bout this.. 

At first we decide to visit teh boh's factory bout the process of producing tea.. 

but then the factory was closed today.. then we wanna go visit the tea plantation..

BUT my daddy said the roads was too steep and dangerous.. so he did not let us go up.. 

and then when we going down the hill, 

he stop at the road side and say : " hey this angle veli nice to take picha.. cum down now ! "
so we have to climb up the hill with many many tea plantation with our bare hands, 

and in the end.. my hand becum like thisss ! MUDDY !!

 

This is their pasar i tink.. 

玫瑰阿玫瑰~ 我爱你`

haha mumyy is buying roses XD 

 

My stupiak look wif ur stupiak capp : P 

 

Lots of lots of STRAWBERRY BALLOON !
XD 

headed to cactus valley : )

me n kecik XD

 

 went to another tea farm.. 

Cameron Valley tea house i tink..
 

 

My 2nd sis : )

 

Had dinner at ipoh before went home.. 

Clay pot Crab Rice and cheese prawn XD

Niceyyyy!! 

Tiring but fun trip.. 

Cause all of us grown up d.. and a bit pack inside the car.. 

kip on complain and make noise >< 

but nvm larrr.. 

once in a while jek ma XD 

爸爸今天在车突然对我说，

" 燕芯啊，勤劳点啦！"

平时 一直叫我捧面，

原来还关心我的。

爸我会读好书的，不要担心 。

: )  

 

 

 

 

one day didnt contact wif hubby, 

but everywhere i went i just keep think about him..

I MISS CHIUUUU T^T

9 / 9 / 10

Just a simple update : )

Today's line so smooth weh ~ XD 

chat until so happy today ! 

altho stupiak pandy keep playing the wheel behind~ 

non-stop playing ! 

cannot blame him lorr.. cause like owner like pet XD 

u know lar u know larr :P 

Today is 9 / 9 weh ~~ 

九九 = 长长久久

thou future is unpredictable,

but im sure we can go thru it together.. 

I really BELIEVE we can : ) 

我爱你99 !  

muackss ~

♥

P.S : going to cameron tmr :'( 

        Take good care of urself yea : ) 

        Drink more and sleep earlier~ since i cant chat wif u tmr ><

        I'll be back with lost of lost of stupiak pics :D 

        Teeheeheee :目

Rainy day again :'(

I should start by writing : M'sia's line sucks ! 

ewwwww ! 

In every 5 minute i think it will automatic dc..

At first im thinking nvm larr.. maybe im staying in kampung area.. 

Line not that good.. 

But it keep dc and dc and dc and dc !!! 

NON STOP ! 

Until it reach one limit i start emo d :( 

Cause its MENTALLY TORTURING me :( 

But its worth to be tortured cause i wanna chat with YOU :) 

siao d XD

That stupiak bought one new pet ! 

JENG JENG JENG ! 

its a TEDDY BEAR HAMSTER ! 

so cute lar the name XD 

It look abit like rabbit for me weh ~

at first you say wanna buy fish one lorr.. 

But then when you show me the cage im shocked..

I tot u bought a dog or what .. hahahaha ~ 

Take good care of ur new pet ar.. 

I noe u're almost expert in taking care of small animals d XD

but dont ignore porky ar.. 

if not ! ngek ngek ngek ! 

_____________________

Sorry ar.. im raining again today..

Make you worry about me..

I tried to hold my tears edi one :( 

But when u kip asking why my nose red red then i cant stand it and then rain d..

Sometimes how my family react just annoyed me.. 

and when i think of you.. i automaticly tears.. 

Hubby now only i noe.. 

I can tear so easily when i miss you so badly..

I tot i can take control of my tears but what happen this afternoon just prove that its wrong..

Thankieww Lou gong .. 

For staying up late to coax me.. 

U dont know how happy i am when i saw u still available on msn ! :D 

Aikss ~~ 

stop all these sad sad things ! XD 

teeheeheee  =目

(smiling stupiakly with my stupiak brace hahaha )

Tadaaa~ 

See !

This is the correct way how to hug porky so that it wont fall under the bed again xD 

 * Ignore my stupiak face cause i just wake up ><

Oh ya..

Im not going to cinema for piranha d :) 

PPC is lending the pirated CD from her friend ! 

So its PIRANHA time at home tonight! 

WEEEEEE ~~~ ^^ 

but if i can watch with you it would be more perfect :)

Hubby, 

as what you said,

distance will never separate us apart but in turn it strenghtens our relationship more and more..

ur my 2nd heart oso n without u i will nvr be alive ^^

Love you <3

Stupid feelings

Aikss ~ 

suddenly dont know how to start >< 

hmmmm..

Time past so fast huh.. Its already the 4th day you went there.. 

Do you feel what im feeling everyday here ? 

Do you miss me as much as i miss you ?

Yesterday i had 2 stupid and funny dream bout you.. 

and this afternoon.. 

I go and take a nap after chating with you.. 

Paiseh .. I told you i feel like wanna did some revision at first but after that i actually feel abit tired.. 

Then i took ur shirt and place beside me and sleep..

The scent on your shirt make me fall aslep d.. 

Then suddenly i tot i saw ur 背影..

I really tot that one is you leh T^T 

but actually there is no one there.. 

I really miss you :'( 

What to do what to do ? 

I think i got serious 相思病 d :(

I guess the only thing that can cure me is you..

Sorry if i write things that make you feel lor lor luen again..

But today i dont know why im feeling not happy again.. 

Maybe because of the rain.. 

Maybe because of other things..

I like rain but rainy day make me feel sad..

Dont worry i'll be fine.. 

Stay strong and be the stupiak momo as i always be..

What i need besides you now is time.. 

Hubby u really plays an important role in my life.. 

Altho we just get together for few months.. 

But thats already enough for me to prove that you are the one for me.. 

My only one

<3

___________________

Hmmm.. 

Its 1.05am now.. 

I'll stop here.. 

Someone is choosing his new pet now.. 

Cant wait to see it tmr ! :D

Night night !

Love you~

Muackss ~

1st day n 2nd day :)

Weeee ~~ <3

Finally i can chat you d lou gong ! =D

A hang fuk afternoon i have today.. 

Its been a suffering day for me yesterday ! 

When i cant contact you, its makes me feel so terrible..

Tears keep rolling down yesterday :'(

But i feel more secured edi today..

My heart not that worried edi.. 

I can slowly adjust my feelings and accept this fact..

At least i know you are good there :) 

Actually its your msg that comfort me hubby ~ 

Now i know i can still sms you when im down :) 

Weeee ^^

I'll follow the do's and dont's ..

You too harrr ! 

XD

32 weeks only ! 

You'll be back soon i know..

Cause time flies :) 

Take GOOOOOOD care of yourself yea lou gong.. 

I'll study hard and wont let you worry about me geh.. 

Suddently feel im very annoying d pulak >< 

 * This is what happend when two stupiak ppl get together =P

Stupiakk lou gong !

I Love you :) 

Muackss ~

finally !

Finally today is the day! 

Its the first time i didnt sleep whole day ! 

Wao ! I CAN REALLY MAKE IT ACTUALLY ! XD 

Sorry for my last minute attitude.. 

cause some troublesome thingy actually..

i feel guilty altho u said its ok.. 

I'll change ><

Few more hours later hubby will be miles away from me d.. 

Lou gong ~ 

Take good care of yourself yea.. 

I wont " rain " anymore.. I promise i'll behave.. 

You too must behave yea :) 

Though i mmm seh dak you.. but i stil have to accept the fact.. 

Study hard yea ! 

Dun worry bout me i'll study hard also.. 

teehehee :目

Love you forever..

n

Miss chiuuu always~ 

<3